So I keep promising myself I will stop, especially stop sitting on fat old men’s laps and letting them suck me until I squeal. But I keep squealing. Then all is lost. I did have fun, the music was loud, there were lights, strobe lights. It is so lame that they got all pissy when it first started and I took one picture, and they took my camera/phone whatever away because they all took pictures. At one point, when I still had my cowboy hat on I was holding on to this pipe thing, I don’t know, some thing, close to the ceiling, and this man was inside me, from behind, holding me up. I did squeal a bit, I only squeal, never talk, and my tits were bouncing because someone made a comment and then I looked down and all I saw were i-phones. All I felt were hands and mouths. I was happy but then I felt shy and then I am sure it was my uncle directing as he was calling me lazy, he always calls me lazy when it is hard to get in me, he says I am not cooperating. Then I was giggling and scooting away, and then I was stopped with a cock in my mouth and the music was so loud, my pigtails were being pulled on, but of course, the cum is when they want it. Open your eyes, I do, we will frost you cupcake, I laugh, I drink a bowl, but at the end it is only when they want me. I don’t want to want them, but I do a bump, I put some coke in my pussy, I take a strangers dick in my mouth. Look at me, they say, I smile, and look. See, I would like to have some of that film, but they will act like it never happened and fap, fap, fap
I was most excellent though for that one moment, with my pink cowboy hat still on, my pigtails still in. My small squeals…the hands grabbing me, pulling me down, holding my tits, directing me who to suck off. I felt so soft. I wish there had been another girl there, Idk, there is something so funny and sexy to me watching boobies bounce, and also seeing some girl just get it from all sides, but I need to see it, when I just am, it, when I am just getting frosted, tossed around, called a lazy fuck-pig because I am small, it is not the same. I am not lazy.
See, and all the others get the video of me being a cowgirl. Unfair, I know I was awesome
Luckily they come off
I haven’t had sex with multiple partners since I was with my not-husband, the one before that, I don’t think. I mean maybe, but for the most part have been very conservative, even since my ex-husband left me. Outside of the pet play, couple, maybe a couple of couples but whatever.
I know I have come close to incesty things before, but never with kids, because that is gross, my uncle and mr. munchy-munch my tits, and then the brothers when I was so in love with the boy whose brother thought it would be fun to make me his puppy too. Funny when I did do pet-play, I did pick puppy, that was my choice. Kitten was theirs but I found that boring.
So, about a week or so ago I was at my friend’s work, we have been friends for a long time, he recently got married. We had never made out before but I am not sure what happened but I am sitting on his lap and we are making out when his Dad comes in. His Dad is all super preachy-creepy Christian. So he starts in on my friend about sinning or whatnot and my friend turns me around as way as explanation and lifts my top up.
and then you know the next thing A.’s Dad wants is me to sit on his lap, which is weird, and I don’t want to, but A. pushes me on, and I do. So Daddy starts doing the munchy on myself, which reminds me of stuff from before which makes me all docile and hypnotized. It is amazing how long some men can suck on your tit, chew it like a Snickers bar. Some how A. manages after what seems like a good long do I have a tit left time to stick his dick in my mouth while Daddy is still chewing on me like dog with a bone.
It all gets pretty unclear after that, except I remember being pulled off the chair and Daddy not wanting to let my tit go, it got all long and drawn out, I don’t know where the other men came from, I just remember looking over and seeing way too many men, and only recognizing one of them.
And Christian Daddy getting hella bossy about who and when and how. As anyone who has done this knows once you get two set of hands on you, you really don’t know what is happening. More than that, it is just well you don’t know who is touching you are when.
I don’t mind that so much, or even the dicks on my face, or the buckets of cum on me, or Daddy thinking it would be a good idea to write whore on my belly after the end with a sharpie.
A lot of it makes me feel very desired. Which is kinky and good. What I could do without is the ass and titty fucking. And the giant dicks which they think are so funny to ram up inside of me. Men always tell me to relax, that I will get used to it, but at the same time they laugh when they see me shake, when they see my legs tremble.
I laughed this morning though when I got the pictures of me covered in most important Daddys cum and friends cum. Asking for a rematch. Am not sharing the one of my face, lol. I’ll think about it, have been pretty loyal, but there is something to it you know. Something to the confusing ecstasy of being thrown around like a rag doll, something to watching a hypocrite get down and dirty and hearing him moan in ecstasy while he is inside of you. I am pretty sure I didn’t fuck more than seven of them, but how many dicks I sucked, however quickly, I bet good Christian daddy kept count of what a whore I am. Makes me laugh. At least whores earn their keep.
lol, I am so available. So how it works is everyone gets all shy, so they pass you around,then they get braver and more selfish,. Then someone gets fed up and throws you o the floor, the well girlie they may call you piggie or doggie, but you just have a lot of unkindness on your face. Swallow.
They will put their hands on you, let them, whatever they want. it is easier
So there is always this guy who clamps down on your titty. The others feel guilty, Then there is this weird thing about sharing, have her suck my dick then yours, the yours all polite. But at one point someone gets tired and throws you into the center of the circle and the real fucking, the real degradation begins
and these are my titties I let them suck on and pinch and twist. I have told you about file-cabinet boss. I am still in love with him, yesterday, I laid on his desk, naked, my head hanging over the edge, “That’s right take it all” he said. I relaxed my throat. He rammed himself inside me. His balls banged against my eyeballs.
His giant friend came in, he was turning me around, he likes me to look him in the eyes when I suck his dick. His friend had a problem sticking it in me. I guided him, “just push hard at first” I said. I know how I am, small but if you just push through it, it is fine.
His friend kept saying, “Holy shit, she is so little” like I wasn’t there. Then his fat friend Matt came in, and Matt wasn’t shy at all. He got right to work. I couldn’t tell whose hands were on me. Matt laughed when he spanked me “look at the tiny whore, but she has tits!” and he tried to fuck them. But it didn’t really work out.
It made me miss my pet play when R. would act like he was going to come on my face but then come on the floor and make me lick it up. I wish File-cabinet boss would put me in pony-tails and make me his puppy. They did play games though, they called me cupcaike and iced me. lol 🙂 I wish he would pull my hair more.
They spanked me raw and frosted me, which was fun.